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Sunday, November 21, 2010

1.88 OMG. 188 lehhhhzxz!!!

Written @ 11:50 PM

Saturday, November 20, 2010

so i was rewatching it started with a kiss. OMGZXZX like wuddahell. The last time i watched, i was 15. that jiang zhi shu guy was damn freaking cute. Although i prefer the curly hair that time. but the long straight hair is still kinda cute yaknow. now i watch omg still very cute. hahaha. I don't give compliments that often. But. omgaaadd. the show is so damn cute lurhhhszxz feel so secondary school. Where everything is so simple and and it's just very happy like it is, the simple things in life. not really loving the guessing what you are thinking now feeling. but still its very positive and nice and happy with rainbows and singing birds.

I used to (& probably still atm) like guys who are of higher intellect than myself + MUST WEAR SPECS (god knows why about the specs part. maybe can fake the brainy aspect but apparently it was since when i was in primary school so hahahaha). But who knows about relationship at that time, it was just "like" in silence. omg damn freaking cute. Though I'll probably choose "find them attractive" instead of "like" now.

Then i liked guys with permed hair when i was in secondary school like wuddafuck. LOL. but still quite cute. Then just like any other ordinary people. Its a phase that i have to go through, i wanted a japanese bf. HAHAHAH so damn funny luh.

But now i see like omg he's damn cute. he got nice hair and he is insanely tall but no specs but very very smart in the show. so very cute. like any other girls going crazy over some random korean guy. I choose to find someone who speaks a common language. You see, how do you find a person cute when he opens his mouth and start blabbering in some unknown language that just sound like vulgarities to me. but well. i dunoe. after 4 years, i rewatched the show and he still looks very cute lur. Apart from him being cute i think its probably the storyline that shaped my opinion.

Can't be like he's acting like some ulu mountain caveman right. By then. this post and 80% of its content would be redundant.

Life is full of secrets and lies now. I forget i used to not be so angsty.

imma wanna go back to when i am 15 naozxz.

damnitzx he's still very cutezxz. In da show that is. Is he actually gay in real life?

Written @ 12:11 AM

Sunday, November 07, 2010

an issue that is bugging me. Secrets and betrayal. Somehow this makes sense. How could you keep a secret from the person that is being betrayed. Its not about how morally correct you are by keeping the secret that someone leaked to you. Have you wondered how the betrayed party wants to know how his/her secret is out by that someone?

Letmme guess, the person told you not to tell me that he/she told you the secret. But the secret is about me. And when i learn about the secret from you. I am not suppose to know the person who told you my secret cos you have to protect that asshole's identity. Cause omg. he/she just told another person who could potentially have spread to another person who could again potentially spread to another person and the cycle goes on. Call me childish. Cause xiaoyun is what i am.

You revealed the secret but not the identity. Still, the secret is out.

The reason you are hidden in silence is because your significance is so unworthy, you are unspoken of. My intentions are clear that you shouldn't even stay in the "past", it's obvious you don't exist in the present as well. Since what's out is not a secret, it shall be a regret.

Note to self again: you don't even exist in my past.

True to say two can keep a secret if one of them is dead. So zip it, You are dead in my book. Period.

p/s: i'm not pissed that you didn't tell me who it was. Not exactly wasn't but it was a tad bit upsetting. I was pissed with who you got the info from.

Written @ 12:52 AM