i still dont know why blogger can only upoad 3 or my pics. DAMNIT
anyway. Its nicer to sit flyer at night.
But some people can be rather annoying.
Written @ 10:17 PM
okokokok. I'm so fucking bored now.
i shall talk to myself here
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i have like 4 songs in my lappy currently. Lol. random shit
3 english songs (run it, i wanna love you)and 1 jap (seasons- ayumi). hahaha. 1 ayumi song. surprising. Flakk just added one more song today so that makes it a total of 4 songs. oh me and my wonderful lappy. i've been living in a world deprived of music.
My lappy is so hell messy. filled with thousands of reports, millions of report drafts, FILA charts, questioniares, questioniare pretest, random people's questioniare, presentation slideshows. research information on tons of things. balls i'm too lazy to clear it -oo-
and i think i look like shit now. chanel mask is good. i LOIKE~. except the fact that i dont have a chanel CLEANSER. hahaha. bitch -oo- Seriously. i dont see why people thinks branded cosmetics are better. my ysl lipgloss looks kinds shitty although initially i think its nice. It looks fucking glittery like i spam glue and sprinkle massive amount of white glitter on my lips. After i got my ysl lipstick, i got an email telling me that ysl lipsticks contains the most lead and that it causes cancer. holy cow. now i just chunk it to a corner. Dior lipstick kinda sucked too. Dior powder is fucking lousy. never buy it. my annasui powder is lousy. Chanel whitening skincare the does shit to my face especially the whitening serum. balls. my face is as black as ever. the mask is good though. and yes annasui skincare is horrible to the max.
remind me to never ever spend on luxury items ever again. I actually controlled myself. i didnt buy the coach bag haha!!
rahhh. my halloween pictures sucks. too heavy makeup i look horrible. and wasnt really a great night afterall. drinks was pretty average. arena sucks balls. i prefer phuture. budden. i promise to not go club anymore. rahhhhh...
actually i'm kinda pissed lor!! somebody initially say maybe can get off go out. then then then when i ask, say tommorow working. walao. then should at least tell me say cannot take leave or what. Just keep quiet.
>:(
This is YUAN ZE DE WEN TI. say aready then cannot or what must inform what. But then again. i shouldnt be so petty. BUT. also not say want meet everyday what right. say until i like what like that like must meet. Then you think what the magpie bridge thing arh. dunoe how many years then the niu lang and zhi nv can meet. RAHHH. balls luh. shall not be pettty.
RENNNN!!!
seriously actually i wonder how people can not get angry. >:/ Macham one buddha always meditate. anything also relax relax one. HOW CAN. *shrugs* i'm always angry though. hahahahaha.
my english suck balls. and i'm kinda irritated by the elearning geog travel and commskills shit. although we do not have to go for class. we have to be virtually online. kinda irritating. But still no class. BUT i hate online lessons. its boring. it makes me wanna sleep.
which reminds me i have geogtravel test on wed. damnit havent study. Hell lot to study. all geography stuffs. if you fly from singapore changi airport across the indian ocean towards the west where will you end up in?? balls! i dont bloody give a damn about flying over the indian ocean towards north south east or west or northwest or whatever shit. i sound like a bimbo -oo-
yes geog travel test. i must study!!!. I'M LAZY. ON WEDNESDAY. got time hahah. tmr then study hahahaha. kk shall remind myself. shall spam on my blog so when i see i will remember.
GEOG TRAVEL TEST ON WEDNESDAY. STUDY!!
GEOG TRAVEL TEST ON WEDNESDAY. STUDY!!
GEOG TRAVEL TEST ON WEDNESDAY. STUDY!!
GEOG TRAVEL TEST ON WEDNESDAY. STUDY!!
GEOG TRAVEL TEST ON WEDNESDAY. STUDY!!
GEOG TRAVEL TEST ON WEDNESDAY. STUDY!!
GEOG TRAVEL TEST ON WEDNESDAY. STUDY!!
GEOG TRAVEL TEST ON WEDNESDAY. STUDY!!
GEOG TRAVEL TEST ON WEDNESDAY. STUDY!!
GEOG TRAVEL TEST ON WEDNESDAY. STUDY!!
anyway have you seen the chocolate rolls comercial with the weird voice singing the whatever chocolate rolls~~ whatever chocolate rolls~~~ what xiang then what mei wei~~. Anyway its irritating the shit outta me. shitty commercial man. why can't people do better commercial like like fedex one. issit fedex? the damn jiao one.
arh whatever my favourite commercial is still the mitsubishi fridge commercial. then one with vegetable mascots jumping out of the fridge. then the cabbage or issit the tomato. nono or the carrot. whatever it is. then kena bam by the top there. ahhaha i'm talking rubbish.
rahhh. so boring
Written @ 10:20 PM
I can't go back
no matter how much I miss it.
That time was definitely fun, but
that was then and this is now.
I remember how I've always
pulled the curtains in an awkward way.
Where are you?
Where have you gone?
You've gone on a long trip or something
with the most important person.
If it started with
something I said,
we can see our end. It couldn't
have been the beginning.
Like a child crying for something,
with all my strength, goodbye.
And I walk on.
I'll walk alone and see for myself,
with light shining on the path
you've abandoned.
People are sad.
Are they really?
I said they're happy, but
you can think that if you want to.
So I walk on.
You'll go too, won't you?
With light shining
on our two separate paths.
mou modorenai yo
donna ni natsukashiku omotte mo
ano koro tashika ni tanoshikatta kedo
sore wa ima ja nai
omoi dashite iru itsu mo bukiyou na
maku no hikikata o shite kita koto
kimi wa doko ni iru no
kimi wa doko e itta no ka
tooi tabi ni demo deta n da ne
ichiban taisetsu na hito to
moshi mo watashi kara nani ka o
kuchi ni shite ita no nara
owari wa miete'ru hajimari nanka ja
nakatta hazu da ne
naite mo hoshigaru kodomo no you ni wa
narenakute seiippai no sayonara
soshite aruite iku
hitori aruite miru kara
kimi no inaku natta michi demo
hikari terashite ikeru you ni
hito wa kanashii mono
hito wa kanashii mono na no?
hito wa ureshii mono datte
sore demo omotte'te ii yo ne
soshite aruite iku
kimi mo aruite'ku n da ne
futari betsubetsu no michi demo
hikari terashite ikeru you ni
Written @ 7:59 PM
i'm like fucking pissed now.
Written @ 7:19 PM
i'm thinking too much these days
Written @ 11:30 AM
pictures up. i'm too tired to blog about anything.
Written @ 7:05 PM
