*** fuck the world. my teeth just chipped. FUCK THE WORLD
Written @ 12:09 PM
too much alcohol
too much late nights i am sleeping at 5am for the past 3 weeks
too much nightlife
too much dates i missed out
too much people to go out with
too much fun
too much a step into the past
too much movies
too much shopping dates
too much rushing of reports
too much projects
too much dillema
too much things to do but too little time and $$$!!
From june 2008 post
That was mid of 2008 for me.
Now????
too much alcohol (I dont drink aready)
too much late nights i am sleeping at 5am for the past 3 weeks (still the same -oo-)
too much nightlife (No i dont club anymore)
too much dates i missed out (Dates? Now there is nothing for me to miss out)
too much people to go out with (Haha! Now i have no friends to go with)
too much fun (Fun? staying at home 24/7 fun?)
too much a step into the past (I finish that show long time ago -oo-)
too much movies (I havent watch a single movie for one century aready)
too much shopping dates (I dont even go out. How to shop)
too much rushing of reports (No. i dont rush reports now)
too much projects (Minimal projects now)
too much dillema ( dillema all solved. It may seem better if it wasnt but well..)
too much things to do but too little time and $$$!! (Nothing to do and too much time!!! wouldnt say $$$ because i somehow still feel broke after going to Japan. Ate up 2/3 of my savings lo WTF)
15 May 2009
I swear must remember this period of the year. See next year around this time what am i doing. Alone not alone? Like last time or like now. Last time i dont even have time to stay at home which i want to. Then now like that.
Friends come and leave. From one clique change to another clique from this clique until now left 3. LOLWTF. And its not just like you never contact them but they just refuse to join cause they are too busy with their new found friends. LOl
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So where the bloody hell are you?? ( qouted from australia's tourism. LOL)
Written @ 1:10 PM
HAHAHA. i suddenly feel so ugly. Am i ugly? Really? OH i'm sorry for being ugly then. It wont hurt to say i'm pretty what does it? But YES it does. Just a little white lie to say i'm pretty when you think that i'm not. I'm just insisting for an answer i'll nvr get. So ok. I'm ugly. I'm sorry you are stuck with me. Cos i'm ugly and i have a huge tummy and wo pei bu ci ni ok.
I just dim my lappy's light to see a horrible vegetable ugly reflection of myself. Even a sick, bloody asshole, rude and ignorant guy who i just quarrelled thinks i dont look ugly. But i look ugly to you. HAHA. ok well. Go on. you can say ppl pretty but just not me. I'm not being petty or jealous. I'm just being UGLY. OH and thats the way i am.
I sound so fucking loserish. Suddenly i dont feel like talking to a particular person nowadays.
Moving on. UGLY PICTURES of me. Wow and its so me! cos its ugly. No i'm not saying this like what other ah lians, twit, rubbish ppl do. "ohh thiis iis my piicture, ii look so uglyy horxx" NO. I'm UGLY BECAUSE SOMEONE TOLD ME THAT. AND THAT PERSON NEVER ONCE MADE ME FEEL THAT I LOOK LIKE A HUMAN. ok maybe. i'm just an ugly human. -oo-
Ok luh. But deep down in my heart. not bhb. BUT I REALLY THINK I DONT LOOK UGLY WHAT!!! it just feel damn rubbish to be said ugly lo.
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Hi, I'm Ng Xiao Yun 0803732G from Temasek Poly from Hospitality and Tourism Management. I'm Year 2 this year, and i'm from 2H09. Nice to meetchewww. And i look like this..
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Written @ 12:13 AM
REGGIE'S 21ST BIRTHDAY!
I hope you get your license soon then can drive me around!
I swear we were walking and walking around trying to find a present for him. And i ended up geting a skirt from river island $.$ I'm suppose to find an outfit for WY and save damnit. But 50% off too tempting aready.
His $1 present :D
Reggie: issit a wallet?
me&wy: Nahh. the wallet cost $2 we cannot afford sorry.
Anyway my bracelets look damn chio in the pic :D
Akward dinner with unknown people. Me & wy chope chope the seats beside him so we dont feel so akward. (Y) Left after that.
MALAYSIA TRIP
jiao face
Went to cut hair. I swear i'm gg to ditch my Q mor for straight hair manzzz
Pathetic cheapskate 88RM room
Scary 4d thing. We were like the only 2 idiots screaming like crazy in there. The little kid beside us like so zai liddat not scared at all. zzz
Ta glam pic of jiao.
Guy poster peeling off. HAHA looks like tissue stuffed up his nose!
Me and jiao's Breakfast attire (Blue Counciller/Blue Camp shirt + FBT+Havaianas) Frezzing cold i swear. & everybody were looking at us like wtf??
Last day. Go Home
** my parents are going to Mongolia. WTF?????!! shld i go too????? Damnit i want my license so i can use the car. -oo- Haha but think again if i got license also no use. I Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday all stay at home never go out one. Life sucks.
Monday : 9am-3pm lesson. 3pm go home watch tv got liao zhai very nice. 530 last time got love conciege now no more some rubbish bao lian deng -oo- 6pm-7pm got miao shou ren xin (y) shows after that very nice :D
Tuesday: BESE ends at 5pm. 5pm-6pm SSM lecture. Dont borther to go. Go home bathe show starts at 6pm-7pm miao shou ren xin very nice.
Wednesday: 4hours break. Dunoe how to kill go home after french lecture sleep for 4 hours go to school for stupid basic entrepreneur and TTOpns. Go home at 6pm got miao shou ren xin very nice.
Thurday: SSM reach home around 4pm. Too tired to bathe. Sit on sofa and watch tv until sleep. Wake up eat. bathe at 8, watch tv, go sleep.
Friday: Lesson ends at bloody 11pm. Go home. 1-2 mythbusters on discovery. Then 2-3 Aircrash on nat geo. But dont know why too tired to watch. Went to sleep at 1pm all the way to 6pm to watch my miao shou ren xin.
Saturday: Most of the time stay at home and slack. SATURDAY SHOWS ARE GOD DAMN BORING! but at night 9-11 channel 56 got time limit investigator VERY NICE! But Discovery showing lost tapes too around 10pm very nice too. CLASH!!! :(
Sunday: go ah ma house slack. But most of the time i will try to find an excuse to not go. haha. Stay at home and rot to death. SUNDAY SHOWS ARE NOT VERY NICE TOO!!! Sometimes will get super fustrated with myself i kindof blame people for leaving me at home. But like also not their fault that i'm alone at home but like will still get angry cos like you can go out why cannot go out with me. Lol. sunday sucks big time. (Tommorow is a SUNDAY damnit!)
Best lifestyle manzz.
Hello i really need a full-time friend that can pei me on weekends please.
Imaginary friends welcome!
&& finally,
A very random picture of zhiwei
Written @ 8:14 PM
In 5, 20 and 80 years from now, I hope to be surrounded by the most important people in my life. This is who they are and what i plan to be doing:
5 Years: I'll be in Uk taking my degree in tourism or an air stewardess
20Years: I'll be a very succesful career woman
80 Years: Retired and travelling around the world. If not then i'll probably be dead.
Familiar issnt it??
But not for now.
5 Years: (Thats like 21years old?) I'll probably still be a UK taking bachelors in Economics, business. If really bo pian then have to take Degree in Tourism (Because its like only 2 years or less than that to complete?? Longer than that i'll be bored to death seriously. & tourism is a dumbass course that i wanted to take when i was at an immature age of 15. No brains at all one. And what i totally dreaded now.) Oh and when i'm in UK try to find a rich ang mor bf, so i can be a taitai. shutup with the money face all that shit. Because life sucks without money and yes money makes the world go round. It is absolutely true.
20 Years: (errr. 37?) thats bloody old. Hopefully i get married. If not i'll go matchmake or knock my head on the wall then pray to god, that i get married soon. I'f i got married by then, then i want to be a rich taitai. everyday sit at home shake leg. Sometimes it gets a little boring then i'll invite my taitai friends over to play mahjong.
80 Years: (97) No i wont be retired and travelling around the world. I'll probably sick, old, wrinkled, half-dead with my grandchildren and chrildren preying on my assets. If not i'll be dead.
i'm bored. I hate staying at home on weekends. but who cares. zzz
Written @ 6:25 PM
