Saturday, October 31, 2009
Tommorows Halloween. Bus ride home reminds me of what happened on New Years Eve. Made the wrong decision to stay at home and get dumped during the last minutes towards the new year. Everything i see is the opposite and i'm feel damn sick trying to remind myself that its not. I'm not comparing, i'm just analyzing. Somehow it all feels so foreign.
I dont want to be wrong anymore. At least for now i have my christmas in Taiwan.
I'm not alright and not ok. I'm upset but i dont need to cheer up. I would like to be upset until i feel better. Not that anyone cares.
Written @ 12:42 AM
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
I'm praying hard that it doesnt rain tomorow. Freaky dream of me getting into an accident when i was in someone's car. Apparently, she was speeding and we were heading into a tunnel and the rain was so heavy that we couldnt see a shit, and we were driving so damn fast. Weirdest thing i realise was that it is still raining in the tunnel.
Then the dream evolved and when i looked out of my window i saw like 10,0000000 over malay men doing some prayers under my void deck. Freaky shit ok!
So morale of the story. Hope it doesn't rain tomorow. Hopefully it rains tonight, cause its damn good to sleep in. & hopefully it rains let's say at 1pm, a pretty good estimate considering the fact that my lesson ends at 12pm dilly dally and stuff 12.15pm. Journey home is a sweet 15-20 minutes. Then finally a good bath thats around 15 minutes. Then PAH can lie on sofa and watch some nice show while it rains (Y) awesomeness. Reminds me why i loooooooove january period when i was in secondary school. The morning rain is just amazing.
Written @ 11:52 PM
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Happy birthday girl.
It was quite a night. Went to get stuffs in the afternoon and head off to pasir ris inter. Met theresa and clarence and cabed over. Went to the wrong chalet, turns out terrace 4 issn't bungalow 4. A few more mosquito bites. Damn creatures. Hate them cos they always leave a scar on me. Blew balloons and tied them up. Then it was mahjong session.... in the dark. Food came and we ate. The mai pian xia kinda thing and shepards pie is damn awesome. Drinking games after that. But the smell of alcohol kinda turns me off. Wild night after all. I'm getting some serious flu & pre sore throat thing going on. Expecting fever though.
Short bus ride home made me think about me, myself & I. I dont know though, i feel so selfish at times. Yet, i can't force myself to do something i dont like to.
Written @ 8:50 PM
crazy celabrations and drunk nights out. Think i look like shit in all the photos. Just realise i look disturbingly like a koi in 1 photo. lol.
6 shots killed the night. All along with 1 beer, 1 cranberry vodka.
Note to self: stop at 2, dont mix beer with liquor ever again.
uploading in progress. too much photos you see.
Written @ 1:15 PM
