Saturday, July 24, 2010
爱心面包 for breakfast. LOL.
& loss of $4. -oo-
Written @ 11:36 PM
Fuck. It was until just now that i realise i get very grumpy when i see happy endings. Last episode of The Mysterious of Love pisses me off big time. I practically get upset when she agreed to marry him. Like what the bloody fuck is wrong with her?
How can this thing happen in real life you tell me? I'm complaining as much as another Taiwan drama i use to watch.
I am angsty like the whole world says so. So i'm going to KOON.
bad show.
Written @ 3:09 AM
Thursday, July 22, 2010
imy :(
Written @ 8:22 PM
I don't really like to express my emotional incapability but my life now is just mentally discouraging.
Written @ 11:45 AM
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Painted my nails!!!! Despicable me minions!!!! ahahah. ok. i must be damn bored. Only the left is done cos i'm right handed -oo-
Cy's birthday 'celebration' yesterday + major bitching session.
Me and Wy got cute little LGM shower gel. We practically paid for the plastics since the contents smell rather queer.
Cakes from intercontinental and dinner at Ma Maison. Kindof the usual place with escargots for starters. I realise once we start eating at somewhere, we tend to stick to it. like Sun with Moon and MOF. but MOF is retarded. So we were talking like non-stop until i finish my portion of the cake, my voice changed. Significantly. I mean i understand excessive alcohol makes me sound like a transgender. But the dark chocolate cake with minimal brandy? I dont get it. Now what am i going to do about wednesday night then. Good 2 hours of dinner and the awesome company was so awesome that i forgot awful stuffs that happened in my life. Not that awful, but disturbing events in my life.
Beginning to feel damn used and its annoying the shit out of me. hur. Some negligence on my part but denial plays a huge role too. Weighed and analyzed all facts, i even came up with an action plan but i just can't help but to feel like an idiot. Seriously speaking, when or why did it evolved into simple and innocent, when initially i was affirmative that this was personal entertainment. I lost and godamnit I thought i'm good at this and the outcome was within my control and of course in my favour luh. But fact is that i kindof knew that this was a tough one from the start because i cannot figure out anything. But as the picture got clearer it turned a fucking 360 degrees once again. Once again that is. But well, as a pessimistic being for situations like this, i told myself it was different but deep inside optimism thrives. but fuck yeah. Wrong guess. And to think this will be in my game was retarded. I got a huge F slapped onto my face for the first time and this is pissing me off. I finally understood the agony in others, so much for karma. But it doesn't work this way in my context. When did i deviate away from my scheming self! I'm getting rusty at this, but losing it is not going to happen. Die bitches. You will pay.
Mahjong today: deficit of $6.40
LOL
I sound like a fucking bitch. But there's more to learn especially with zhiwei the perfect bitch around. Oh and yes. & zhiwei's little bitch chernyu. awwww.
I'm egggggcited about 30 July and 1 August. I've got dates!!! Finally!!!!
Note to self: Find video of Zhiwei's squeaky voice video & a sec 4 photo of Chernyu. LOl
Written @ 1:11 AM
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Googled fling and the first search that came out:
Web definitions for fling
throw with force or recklessness; "fling the frisbee"
wordnetweb.princeton.edu/perl/webwn - Definition in context
nice.
Written @ 1:50 AM
I have this weird old feeling. It’s between bored, confused, troubled, regret and weird. No idea why it will turn out like this and no idea why things would have turned out so easy for me. I’m being a selfish bitch right now cause I have completely no idea what I want. I took three weeks to think for an answer and still haven’t made up my mind. Its like a decision almost made but in a split second its back to square one. 1 hour bus ride home and I still couldn’t come out with an answer So pissed with myself right now. My life is a huge dilemma. & this is bullshit. You will learn xiaoyun, you will learn. You will not look back.
Note to self: I need to be more occupied
&& energy flows is not about a butterfly flying up and down and got squashed. Its an exceptionally emotional melody that is so exceptional you dont understand how exceptional it is. You can go play your twinkle twinkle little star instead.
Written @ 12:35 AM
Sunday, July 11, 2010
I messed up my life again. again.
Written @ 10:25 PM
Thursday, July 01, 2010
just a little bit more time. i'll be back
Written @ 4:54 AM
