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Monday, August 23, 2010

These cupcakes are so going to happen on my Christmas celebration menu. together with turkey, spaghetti hopefully some seafood marinara, log cake, champagne and candles. awwww. can't wait for Christmas. lol wtf man, still got 3 more mths.

love this face

Written @ 4:58 PM

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

I'm officially suffering from clinical depression.

Some university depression questionaire says so.

Written @ 12:45 AM

Sunday, August 15, 2010

me: you know hor. big car actually very hard to drive
flakkz: that's a lorry

flakkz: anti- facebook people very little maybe even lesser than 1%. and i'm one of them. Anti-facebook people already losing the war.
xiaoyun: but you got facebook
flakkz: ya. must spy on them

Written @ 11:22 PM

Monday, August 09, 2010

Turns out I wasn't who i thought i could be. One last time for me to express my disappointment in handling my emotional attachments.

Yesterday night wasn't me. I'm a emotional wreck now and thats going to stop cause i feel like a fucking whimp. I'm going to admit defeat here graciously like what i am trying to become. I give up. I'm not fighting back. I'm not trying to win. I'm not going back for revenge. But neither am i grateful for the 700 days perhaps lesser cause for the bullshit i get, its really not worth the 2 words. I lost for the first time in 18 years.

Thanks for the flaming btw. I didn't say a proper thank you and left.
& about the occasion. I felt bad about it, but i didn't lie, i just didn't disagree with the fact that it wasn't my 18th.

Happy 18th Birthday Xiaoyun

you are so self deluding.

Written @ 1:13 AM

Tuesday, August 03, 2010

I'm being as lazy as a worm. Not going anywhere far without personal transportation.

The realization of public transport just significantly reduce my interest in leaving my house. Not spoilt. Just that its among other factors that shapes my decision to head out. Which is pretty ironic since i don't drive. I don't luh. I just don't.

But I must get a personal self-owned transportation by 23 maybe 24, or maybe 25. It can look small round and pink, probably a beetle. But if its large, black and cool looking. i seriously don't mind a CLK anyway. ok perhaps not that large. hahahaha. fat hope xiaoyun.

&& TTBFF is probably right about the candybar phone theory. I should stop the habit and be happy with the new bright colour LED screen and wonderful apps. You were a habit but this habit's got to stop and i have to learn to accept reality. I finally lived up to the day where i decide that you should go. Back to where you started out from and stay there as memories forever. The heartbreaks as though the broken screen, the pain you left as though the fallen swarovskis. They left me lost, defeated and weary like the worn off 24k gold buttons. You left a spot in my heart that can never be erased, that can never be repaired like my spoilt touchscreen. It hurt me so hard everytime i look at you. You'll stay well in my mind. But now it's time to say goodbye. I'll move on and let you go. Goodbye V8 lux. goodbye forever.

Which is the reason why i am getting a new phone on friday. cool shitballzzz manzz.

I need red hair red hair red hair. My hair is screwed. its not straight cut anymore its grown into a indescribable monstrous looking shit. miss my long permed hair.

Fireworks anyone on national day??? Lonely soul here.

Written @ 10:19 PM

Monday, August 02, 2010

yay. eventful week after a long rest. Needa stay really occupied before weird thoughts kick in.

Monday was stay at home day

Tuesday was some profitable mahjong and k session

Wednesday was an awesome ladies night with a little fight

Thursday was steamboat and arcade. Bought LGM bolsters. 2 of them in fact. happyyyyyyy

Friday was a very very expensive day. Minimal drinks and a long walk back to orchard with some heart to heart talk. LOLWTF. yes & like what cy said you should deep throat a baseball bat.

Saturday was yogurt meal, movie and a little fun after that.
Turkish meal was hmm. 3 years and the restaurant's still there. Some weird ayran drink which tastes like salted and sour plain yogurt and kebab dish with yogurt sauce. Missed 40 minutes of sorcerer apprentice but still a cool show. No fireworks for the night. My phone's halfway dead with a spoilt screen.

Sunday was a healthy mahjong session in the afternoon
Work up real late. mahjong session at 230 but reached at 4. winnings of 1.50. and no. i am not pi gu dong stop calling me that

reach home at 5- 6 in the morning everyday. I'm going to die early if i continue like this. Need some major rest now & some time alone.

Written @ 10:40 PM