Turns out I wasn't who i thought i could be. One last time for me to express my disappointment in handling my emotional attachments.
Yesterday night wasn't me. I'm a emotional wreck now and thats going to stop cause i feel like a fucking whimp. I'm going to admit defeat here graciously like what i am trying to become. I give up. I'm not fighting back. I'm not trying to win. I'm not going back for revenge. But neither am i grateful for the 700 days perhaps lesser cause for the bullshit i get, its really not worth the 2 words. I lost for the first time in 18 years.
Thanks for the flaming btw. I didn't say a proper thank you and left.
& about the occasion. I felt bad about it, but i didn't lie, i just didn't disagree with the fact that it wasn't my 18th.
Happy 18th Birthday Xiaoyun
you are so self deluding.