Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Painted my nails!!!! Despicable me minions!!!! ahahah. ok. i must be damn bored. Only the left is done cos i'm right handed -oo-
Cy's birthday 'celebration' yesterday + major bitching session.
Me and Wy got cute little LGM shower gel. We practically paid for the plastics since the contents smell rather queer.
Cakes from intercontinental and dinner at Ma Maison. Kindof the usual place with escargots for starters. I realise once we start eating at somewhere, we tend to stick to it. like Sun with Moon and MOF. but MOF is retarded. So we were talking like non-stop until i finish my portion of the cake, my voice changed. Significantly. I mean i understand excessive alcohol makes me sound like a transgender. But the dark chocolate cake with minimal brandy? I dont get it. Now what am i going to do about wednesday night then. Good 2 hours of dinner and the awesome company was so awesome that i forgot awful stuffs that happened in my life. Not that awful, but disturbing events in my life.
Beginning to feel damn used and its annoying the shit out of me. hur. Some negligence on my part but denial plays a huge role too. Weighed and analyzed all facts, i even came up with an action plan but i just can't help but to feel like an idiot. Seriously speaking, when or why did it evolved into simple and innocent, when initially i was affirmative that this was personal entertainment. I lost and godamnit I thought i'm good at this and the outcome was within my control and of course in my favour luh. But fact is that i kindof knew that this was a tough one from the start because i cannot figure out anything. But as the picture got clearer it turned a fucking 360 degrees once again. Once again that is. But well, as a pessimistic being for situations like this, i told myself it was different but deep inside optimism thrives. but fuck yeah. Wrong guess. And to think this will be in my game was retarded. I got a huge F slapped onto my face for the first time and this is pissing me off. I finally understood the agony in others, so much for karma. But it doesn't work this way in my context. When did i deviate away from my scheming self! I'm getting rusty at this, but losing it is not going to happen. Die bitches. You will pay.
Mahjong today: deficit of $6.40
LOL
I sound like a fucking bitch. But there's more to learn especially with zhiwei the perfect bitch around. Oh and yes. & zhiwei's little bitch chernyu. awwww.
I'm egggggcited about 30 July and 1 August. I've got dates!!! Finally!!!!
Note to self: Find video of Zhiwei's squeaky voice video & a sec 4 photo of Chernyu. LOl
Written @ 1:11 AM
