I have this weird old feeling. It’s between bored, confused, troubled, regret and weird. No idea why it will turn out like this and no idea why things would have turned out so easy for me. I’m being a selfish bitch right now cause I have completely no idea what I want. I took three weeks to think for an answer and still haven’t made up my mind. Its like a decision almost made but in a split second its back to square one. 1 hour bus ride home and I still couldn’t come out with an answer So pissed with myself right now. My life is a huge dilemma. & this is bullshit. You will learn xiaoyun, you will learn. You will not look back.
Note to self: I need to be more occupied
&& energy flows is not about a butterfly flying up and down and got squashed. Its an exceptionally emotional melody that is so exceptional you dont understand how exceptional it is. You can go play your twinkle twinkle little star instead.