Monday, December 14, 2009
Soph's maiden voyage.
I should seriously reconsider posting at my livejournal instead. At least i can bitch about what i want and lock the post. Actually i bitch about stuffs over there but nobody even checks on my lj so its kinda pointless. PLUS the page is screwed when people are not logged into their account whether friends or not when viewing my page. Given me, that i refuse to log in unless i want to comment which is 0.0000000001% that i will. So again, what was i talking about in the first place?
Anyway was talking about blogger, livejournal and what wordpress shit. Fat insists that wordpress is way cooler than blogger and livejournal. Considering the fact that wordpress sounds like some really cool journal. So, its cool. Blogger's kinda kidish and livejournal is for those who wants to act designerish and englishyyy. Blogger's fine with me since i am quite a retard at livejournal and stuff. And i'm the kinda person who insist in living in my own world and refuse to changes, so i'm quite happy with my kiddish blog and my kiddish stuffs i'm writing. HA. HA. HA.
Oh and about people being oh-so-poetic in the english they use when writing in facebook/blog/journal or whatever, it makes me think like hello, i think you just ripped this thing off a song lyrics, poem, or something -oo- When in real life they say shit about english.
"Oh see i'm so good in english i sound like shakespear in the virtual world" FAIL
ok i sound like a bitch. Wait i think i sound like zhiwei. But its kinda un-understandable if the whole content is like that. Like if one or 2 post is chim then thats alright, you see. I dont really lead a poetic life. I live in a world filled with singlish, and i have no problem speaking chinese which goes to another point about people wanting to be angmor.
Embrace your roots people. Embrace it.
People who tries to act english pisses me off. No but i dont get pissed off by people who are english. So yea. I'm seriously talking crap.
Anyway, Weiying and i were talking about zhiwei being the perfect bitch (Y) True to a large extent.
I have nothing to do. The whole facebook thing is depriving me from talking about my life! Photos whatever status thing is replacing blogging. But i want to go 10 years down the road and view my posts and laugh at how stupid i was 10 years ago. My archives are seriously lame. LOL interestingly enough, it is. -oo-
Anyway i never understand the facebook what status thing or whatever you call it. I'm a technology idiot. I refuse to join facebook after a year of people playing it. I refuse to play gunbound after a year when people started playing it. I just refuse to. I'm weird. I really am. anyway. YA. status or whatever it is called. ya. ok i dont understand it. I just can't. Saying that reminds me of the simpson movie. The part when they lake is revamped and they put a barrier at the lake. Then the minister or whatever people wanted to make sure nobody will ever throw stuffs into the lake anymore and to make sure its idiot proof. they ask this guy to throw something inside the lake. The guy tried to walk towards the lake but keep knocking onto the barrier a few times then he turn around and say "I can't. I just can't". The can't is not like (kan-nt) its like (Keeee-ant). "I kee-ant, i just kee-ant" Then the group of people were like wow. the barrier thing is successful. HILARIOUS!!! Ok. i dont think any people remember so whatever.
I keep shiting blood. And its not just a little. Its like technically a pool of blood. Its so much its like menses. Its on a daily basis, plus i'm shitting more than once a day making it more horrifying for me. I'm getting these panic attacks because of this, and i'll keep saying i am going to die. And fat will just reply: "No you are not". And everytime i say that that, he says that. I'm having some phobia about this on top of my batophobia. I got this from google. HAHAHHA. damn loser right. Bet you dont know what is it. so ok. Back to the point. so when people ask.
"so what are you afraid of?" I'll say, oh i'm afraid of heights and yes. sad to say, i'm scared of
shitting blood. WALAO! damn loser luh. I'm so damn afraid ok. I swear i'm scared i'll get some shit cancer and die of it. Cos LIKE WHAT ON EARTH IS A SHIT CANCER!!! or is it called colon cancer or something. BUT ITS SAD OK!
PANIC PANIC PANIC!!!
Oh my, this post is getting way to wordy. So i decided to attach 2 photos on the top which has totally no link with what i am saying here. AWESOME.
P.s: This is really cool http://www.phobialist.com/
Written @ 1:22 AM
Thursday, December 10, 2009
maybe. I'm right.
looking at the 2010 advert on tv makes me think about new years eve. This sucks again.
Written @ 9:41 PM
Sunday, December 06, 2009
from friday, i want to rest early to make it on saturday. to saturday i cannot i am sick and i need to get notes. to sunday i am not feeling well and i need to study to 28 Dec i-do-not-wish-to-see-your-face-anymore. Sick of everything now i feel like i should enjoy my life the way i want it to be.
Why do i always wait and wait for something that will not happen?
I just need time now. Alot of time.
Oh well. Guess i'm finally happy now. Very happy.
Date with weiying on wed to do some serious shopping!!! EXCITED MUCH!!!
Shall quit slacking and start studying real soon.
Written @ 3:27 PM
