Saturday, October 31, 2009
Tommorows Halloween. Bus ride home reminds me of what happened on New Years Eve. Made the wrong decision to stay at home and get dumped during the last minutes towards the new year. Everything i see is the opposite and i'm feel damn sick trying to remind myself that its not. I'm not comparing, i'm just analyzing. Somehow it all feels so foreign.
I dont want to be wrong anymore. At least for now i have my christmas in Taiwan.
I'm not alright and not ok. I'm upset but i dont need to cheer up. I would like to be upset until i feel better. Not that anyone cares.