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Wednesday, July 25, 2007

yesterday was like a damn emo day

then i recall what justina said.
she have true friends
TRUE FRIENDS
they will always be by your side
and nvr betray your trust in them
they will nvr go around spreading your secret.
or will they?

i start to think
do i have one?

maybe. maybe not

and so i opened a NONE-TRUE FRIEND CLUB on 24 june 2007 14:44
but i closed it on 24 june 2007 14:47

for whatever reason

then justina told me alot of people got choosen for DPA interview.
i tried to be optimistic.
thinking that i may receive their msg once i reach home.
4 unread msg.
and none from them

idunoe.
i nvr felt so jealous in my life
yeah. i am jealous
i am jealous they got choosen.

then i start to think
why me?
why must it be me that is not choosen?
why must it not be me to be choosen for the courses i want?
why did they got the course i wanted and i didnt?

i feel so inferior

no matter how hard i try i nvr pass my math and science
when i start to be good at it, i thought i will finally pass my exams but no i still fail.

my humanities is also getting worse

my 'o' lvl chinese listening compre is a goner.

why must i be so stupid?
why must others be so clever?

why must my dnt artefact be such a failure?
and others are like so well done?

this year is a damn emo year.
i get easily fustrated about studies and stuff.
and parents just dont give a damn.

but after this incident,

i realise i did have a true friend.
and friends i do trust in.

thank you people for cheering me up

thanks miss chonghaoyan for being my true friend cum fellow nun cum haojiemei and cheering me up whenever i feel sad.
thanks for teaching me maths 3+ am in the morning although i still fail.
thanks for telling me your deep dark secret that you still pee in bed.
opps did i just say it out?
LOL
you know its fake luh. jiao lang.

and daniel,
though i just get to know you,
it seems that i can just pour out all my unhappiness to you.
and thanks for trusting me.



LOL LUH.
why i so emo 0.o

Written @ 8:05 PM


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