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Monday, July 16, 2007

i have this odd feeling as if i am still in primary school
perhaps i am going to leave damai soon and that makes me think about it.
idunoe i just feel weird

suddenly i feel like blasting linkin park song like my primary 6 days

i feel sad i blast linkin park song
when happy i blast
when angry i also blast

and fuck i lost my linkin park cd-..-

primary sch is like...
idunoe, memorable
carefree and stuff, but i feel i am not happy when i was in primary school.
i still remeber i long to just get out of that tps and go secondary school.
yet i dont think i am also happy in this school.
like when i was lower sec i just want to hurry change class
friends sucks there
then upper sec..
...

weird feelings
not that teachers and stuff
but i dunoe

i use to try to get out of primary school but now i feel otherwise
-..-
suddenly i have the urge to contact primary school friends
but i then realise i wasnt close to them at all
totally lost contact.
and perhaps they all just want to move on with their lives and forget about that awful primary school days.

-i miss those noob noob play catching, hopscotch, five stones day.
-eating 40cents ice cream everyday
-stay back for higher mothertongue and buying bottled lemon tea for every lesson
-those stupid crushes and noob i like you you like me stuff.
-slaping my 'enemies' and acting as if i hate them but acturely is the other way
-having spelling like everyweek
-getting band 1 for maths and science like almost for every test
-my first 100 marks for english can you acturely believe it?
-crying for fucking small matter like people tugging my hair
-those tiring yet fufilling chior rehersals and performances
-those high socks, mary jane shoes, and jap looking chior uniform
-having to not move for half an hour for choir practices not move as in really stone
-those period and cramps free days. fuck menses
-those teasing, that made the poor guy ran out of school
-those tie 2 ponytail days


i just feel lost luh

dnt is fuck luh
mr pek does not want to help me
nobody help
fuck luh
now i just want to finish and thats all.
i am not going to improve it any further.
not that i give up but, it's just weird.

shall go emo and listen to avril lavign and fir songs
so primary school and sec 1 or is it sec 2?

Written @ 5:32 PM


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