HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO...FELI, YIHAO, CLARABEL, AND LAO ZHANG'S BOYFRIEND
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOOOOOOUU:D
Thursday, September 21, 2006
i have made many many empty promises for myself
i said from sec 2 mid yr that i wanted to fucking perm my hair
i said i will do it during end of yr
no i didnt
i said i will do it this yr mid yr
neither did i perm
i said once again i will perm duringthis one wk holiday
no i still broke my promise to myself
yeah. i have NO money
no financial support frm family
both father and mother says they are poor
refuses to buy me things
refuse to pay for my expenses
but this time it aint the same
i am gna save and perm it straight after exams
as a birthday present for myself
my birthday is coming soon
i am getting older
i dunoe why am i so excited abt it.
i shld be sad, unhappy, and feel gay
cos i will be dieing soon
i think i got bribed by the present
but wait what if i have NO present
what if NOBODY calls me out
what if NOBODY celebrates
what if NOBODY bothers to msg me and wish me happy birthday
what if NOBODY even notice that its my birthday
what if NOBODY cares
justina told me she had this experience NOBODY call her out to celebrate her birthday
she went home alone
sad, and depress
but thn her friends came knocking on her door and bought her a cake
she cried, being so touch
ok what if nobody cares
imagine.
xiaoyun walks out of school
alonexiaoyun board the bus
alonexiaoyun walking on the
lonely pavement home and sees retarded pigeons.
i dont even think i have the mood to chase the gay birds which i normally do whenever i go sch and come home
i dont even bother to notice them perhaps
no. wait.
"PLOP" bird shit drops on the head
xiaoyun feels the shit on the head -.-
nono. she wont freak out and scream or jumps arnd like a retard which she normally do whn she is alone or with friends
she will just walk back home feeling so so SO depress
xiaoyun opens the door with her hello kitty key
the door just stood whr it is
and she have to spend half an hr to get the door open
finally so tired so tired that she doesnt even bother about the bird shit on her head, she plopped her whole body onto the sofa
the eyes flickering trying to shut
the brain starts to stop working
the dream starts the appear in her mind
"DING DONG" the door bell ring
xiaoyun: err. wth?
unwillingly crawled up to reach for the door
xiaoyun opens the door "SQUEK~~"
person outside door: er would you like to donate some money for the unfortunate
xiaoyun: errr.
person outside door: *scans the shit on her head* eh. nvm thn i cn understand* walks away like a retard*
xiaoyun: err huh? *closing the door*
person outside door: btw you got bird shit on your head!
-.-
so much for the shit
ok the most important part
1159
xiaoyun looking a the clock counting down to the few seconds
thn stares at the phone
"TIK TOK TIK TOK"
twelve o'clock
xiaoyun: er. happy belated birthday to myself *drops a tear and went to sleep*
yeah wouldnt that be sad
i knw you ppl out thr wouldnt care.
cos you will be like
"OH thn whr does the birdshit went to"
er. i will go pom pom thn wash away the shit one right?!
what is your problem?!
ok i just feel gay
nothing to blog about
suddenly feeling emo :(
Saturday, September 16, 2006
1. Single, taken or crushing ?
single
2. Are you happy with your life now ?
er no?
3. When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast ?
depends
4. Have you ever had your heartbroken ?
ya
5. Do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable ?
uh yes
6. Would you take someone back if he cheats on you ?
no, even if i still like him
7. Have you talked about marriage with another before ?
ya
8. Do you want children ?
DUH
9. How many ?
one girl
10. would you consider adoption ?
yeah
11. If someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings ?
huh?
12. Do you enjoy getting in relationship ?
er ya
13. Be honest, what is the furthest you and your ex did ?
huh?
14. Do you believe in love at first sight ?
no
15. Are you romantic ?
idunoe
16. Do you believe you can change someone ?
yup
17. If you could married to somewhere, where would it be ?
er dunoe
18. Have you ever broken a heart ?
er yah
19. If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy you deeply in love with, what would you do ?
huh. i'll try to forget abt the guy?
20. Are you missing somebody now ?
huh
Sunday, September 10, 2006
tmr going back to sch):
i have nth interesting to blog about
i close my tragus piercing
cos its like gay and useless and irritating
yeah.
thats abt it
Friday, September 08, 2006
my blog's kinda dead
so i shall
BLOG:D
i shall blog abt the day out with my mom-.-
apparantly her jokes are un-understandable and totally cold
i dunoe whats wrong with her but she is weird
ohwell
i bought my shoes. finally
yeah
i am happy
but the gayest thing is that it doest have the thick shoeslace that i want with the adidas thing
so i have to go down to town on mon to buy it
totally gay cause my shoe is more expensive thn the other desgin that have the shoelace that i want
and the quality was like wth?
no quality control at all
nvm
i shal be happy
oh i bought super striking bight orange bikini top and black outline
its chio cn
but the bottom was like EEW
so i didnt buy the bottom
btw it comes in seperate piece
one piece for 30 bucks
GAY
i seriously dont understand why does it cost so much for 1 piece of cloth
ohwell
i bought bras too.
damn cute
polka dots
heh
i like spend 200+ tdy
i shall save
save
to buy the lesportssac wallet
acturelly it was like a cheapo wallet
made out of cheapo material
somewhat feels like paper/cloth/plastic
that cost $145
and thats the cheapest
cheapest in the range
):
well my birthday's coming and i dont mind if YOU wna buy it for ME
hah.
so for your info i wan the cute litte cartoon prints the green version of the wallet
:D
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
1.Full name: ng xiao yun
2. Name backwards: nuy oaix gn
3. Were you named after someone?: nope
4. Meaning of name: small cloud?
5. Nickname: small cloud
6. Screen name: errr huh?
7. D.O.B: 061091
8.Place of birth: not sure
9. Nationality: singaporean
10.Current location: study room
11.Star sign: libra
12.Religion: buddism
13.Height: 159
14.Weight: 40 kg
15.Shoe size: 6/7
16.Hair color: brownish black
17.Eye color: brown
18.Who do you look like: parents
19.Innie or outtie: err out?
20.Lefty or righty: righty
21.Gay, straight, bi or others: GAY
22.Best friends: weiying n feli
23.Best friends you trust most: weiying and feli
24.Favourite pals: angelina, yanny
25.Best friend of opposite sex: err idunoe
26.Best buddies: laozhang(chp), anabel, rachel
27.Boyfriend or girlfriend: no
28.Crush: i'm gay(:
29.Parents: HUH
30.Worst Enemy: dont have
31.Favourite online guy: dunoe
32.Favourite online girl: dunoe
33.Craziest friend: angelina and weiying
34.Advice friend: weiying and feli
35.Loudest friend: weiying
36.Person you cry with: i cry alone
37.Person you laugh with: everyone
38.Any sisters: nah
39.Any brothers: nah
40.Any pets: ugly terapin, xiaoqing
41.Any disease: nah
42.Pager: nope
43.Personal phone line: yup
44.Cell phone: yup
45.Lava Lamp: nopee
46.Pool or hot tub: nah
47.A car: nope
48.Your personality: gay
49.Driving: ? nope
51.Room: er. i have my own room
52.Whats missing: money and intelligence
53.School: damai sec
54.Bed: huh
55.Relationship with parents: okok
56.Believe in yourself: yup
57.Believe in love at first sight: no
58.Good listener: yes yes
59.Get along well with parents: not really
60.Save e-mail convos: no
61.Pray: er yah
62.Believe in reincarnation: yeap
63.Make fun of people: i love to
64.Like to talk on the phone: yup
65.Want to get married: DUH
66.Like to drive: yeah. looks nice>/u>
67.Motion Sickness: nope
68.Eat stem of broccoli: yar. i love broccolis
69.Eat chicken with fork: ya
70.Dream in color: colourful
71.Type with your fingers on home role: huh?
72.Sleep with stuff animals: nah. i slp with bao bao
73.Next to you: floor
74.On the walls of your room: neoprints and photos of me
75.On your mousepad: no mousepad
76.Dream car: gold beetle
77.Dream date: at the beach>/u>
78.Dream honeymoon spot: japan, paris<
79.Dream husband or wife: caring, kind to animals, funny, do not smoke
80.Bedtime: 12-630(during sch)
81.Under your bed: another bed and rubbish below my bed
82.Single most important question: huh?
83.Bad time of the day: morning
84.Your worst fear: cockroach
85.The weather is: sunny
86.Time: 5:26
87.Date: 5 sep 06
88.best trick did on someone : cnt rmb
89.Theme song: huh ?
90.Hardest thing about growing up: knwing the fact that you are gg to die soon?
91.funniest exprience: cnt rmb
92.Scariest experience: nvr had
93.Silliest thing you have ever said: gay?
94.Most desperate and funniest thing i have done to get the opposite sex: nope
95.Scariest thing while you are with your friends: me and laozhang being in a foreign country n followed by middle-age guy
96.Worst feeling: whn someone close pass away
97.Best feeling in the world: being love, passing maths and chem, more freedom, being rich
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