Thursday, November 05, 2009
I've not been going to school very often this semester. 2 hours of school on monday, full day on tuesday, and full day on friday. Rather relax. So i decided to wake up early on wednesday to do abit of my assignments to make myself feel better. So in the end i woke up at 1pm and painted my nails to 3 and went out after that. I spent a total of 3 hours painting my nails yesterday and wiped everything away. I just bought the nail polish and i'm finishing the whole bottle. Its drying up anyway. Since i keep opening, applying, erasing, apply yadayadayada.
Wasn't in a great mood yesterday. The photo is right smack in my face, embeded in my head and totally unerasable. ANGRY. Shall try to get over the picture or something. Still very upset ok.
So i've finally managed to paint 4 nails today. Very pretty! So i'm quite happy for now. Something i feel really weird about. I really enjoy driving, although sometimes i feel that i suck at it. It makes me really happy. Makes me feel excited. Aside money that makes me happy, i finally found another that makes me really happy too. I sound so fucking materialistic once again Ng xiao yun. I think i need to change my ambition. Strike off that taitai and be a full time taxi driver. (Y)
yawnzzzzz. Shall stop procrastinating and start doing my assignment. shitloads of projects to be handed up soon. And i shall make myself feel better for not going to school by trying to start on these assignments. AH. feel so hardworking right now.
Oh & i love the rain. I'm having the primary school slash secondary school mood. Feelssssss sooooooooooo weiiiiiiiiiiirdddddddddddddd.
Written @ 3:08 PM
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Tommorows Halloween. Bus ride home reminds me of what happened on New Years Eve. Made the wrong decision to stay at home and get dumped during the last minutes towards the new year. Everything i see is the opposite and i'm feel damn sick trying to remind myself that its not. I'm not comparing, i'm just analyzing. Somehow it all feels so foreign.
I dont want to be wrong anymore. At least for now i have my christmas in Taiwan.
I'm not alright and not ok. I'm upset but i dont need to cheer up. I would like to be upset until i feel better. Not that anyone cares.
Written @ 12:42 AM
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
I'm praying hard that it doesnt rain tomorow. Freaky dream of me getting into an accident when i was in someone's car. Apparently, she was speeding and we were heading into a tunnel and the rain was so heavy that we couldnt see a shit, and we were driving so damn fast. Weirdest thing i realise was that it is still raining in the tunnel.
Then the dream evolved and when i looked out of my window i saw like 10,0000000 over malay men doing some prayers under my void deck. Freaky shit ok!
So morale of the story. Hope it doesn't rain tomorow. Hopefully it rains tonight, cause its damn good to sleep in. & hopefully it rains let's say at 1pm, a pretty good estimate considering the fact that my lesson ends at 12pm dilly dally and stuff 12.15pm. Journey home is a sweet 15-20 minutes. Then finally a good bath thats around 15 minutes. Then PAH can lie on sofa and watch some nice show while it rains (Y) awesomeness. Reminds me why i loooooooove january period when i was in secondary school. The morning rain is just amazing.
Written @ 11:52 PM
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Happy birthday girl.
It was quite a night. Went to get stuffs in the afternoon and head off to pasir ris inter. Met theresa and clarence and cabed over. Went to the wrong chalet, turns out terrace 4 issn't bungalow 4. A few more mosquito bites. Damn creatures. Hate them cos they always leave a scar on me. Blew balloons and tied them up. Then it was mahjong session.... in the dark. Food came and we ate. The mai pian xia kinda thing and shepards pie is damn awesome. Drinking games after that. But the smell of alcohol kinda turns me off. Wild night after all. I'm getting some serious flu & pre sore throat thing going on. Expecting fever though.
Short bus ride home made me think about me, myself & I. I dont know though, i feel so selfish at times. Yet, i can't force myself to do something i dont like to.
Written @ 8:50 PM
crazy celabrations and drunk nights out. Think i look like shit in all the photos. Just realise i look disturbingly like a koi in 1 photo. lol.
6 shots killed the night. All along with 1 beer, 1 cranberry vodka.
Note to self: stop at 2, dont mix beer with liquor ever again.
uploading in progress. too much photos you see.
Written @ 1:15 PM
Thursday, September 24, 2009
On a second thought. Maybe i want something quieter this time round. I just want to be with close friends.
Get me some subway chocolate chip and mudslide cookies instead of presents.
ohhh and i'm craving for escargots...
Written @ 12:35 AM
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Buffet night
Hello earthlings.
Buffet on saturday night was horrifying. The whole place is filled with screaming kids.
Then there was this kid blocking my way saying "no! you cannot go". WALAO what you want me to do, this kid in front of me acting cute ok.
Birthday’s coming. Kinda excited… about the partying. Have many things planned and unplanned. I think this birthday will suck, but we’ll see how it goes. I’m expecting…
My wishlist! Yea sure, people who say thought that counts are bullshit. Cause its always better to get the right things. Give that person a piece of shit and expect him/her to be grateful cause it’s the thought that count. Seriously, there’s a lot of presents that got chucked away in a lonely corner and somehow disappear after years. And where does it goes to? ITS INCINERATED! (most probably) Kind souls, give me the money instead.
I sound so fucking materialistic. But I rather you don’t get me anything than give me something I wont use. Write me a letter, draw me a birthday card, it’s 10000000 times better than something I don’t use. At least 50 years down the road I’ll read, laugh and call you to ask you for my Mos chicken. Jiao, don’t forget you owe me 3.
Iya 讲到很多人会给我东西的感觉. Tried counting my friends. very few actually. Awesomeness.
But if anyone out there bothered to get me something, I suggest you contribute some cash to the “xiao yun fund” OR get me the following.
Senheisser PX100 headphones.
Coach audrina shoe in black
&&&&&&
I swear this is what I really one
THIS!
CHIO RIGHT!
Other than that, nothing in particular.
Chinese is starting to get very foreign for me. Should go read some Chinese books with Chinese words. Not those han yu pin yin one.
FYI. I use to be a EM1 student.
Written @ 2:02 AM
Friday, September 11, 2009
i'm watching some 黄金年华. WTF PLS. xiang yun's got some big bun on her forehead. I'm bored. Shall try banging my head on the wall to kill some boredom.
My results arent good. Not very affected by it. Who cares seriously. rather bang wall and think of some money making ideas. -oo-
Written @ 2:01 PM
Sunday, September 06, 2009
I'M SO BORED STAYING AT HOME. especially on weekends -oo-
Went out with fat on monday
My wonderful cookies, yeochernyu LOL
Went to bake cookies at CY's house on Tuesday. Major bitching session. The thing to stir the cookies melted when i was trying to melt the chocolate. I dont know whats that called. cookies turned out nice. I dont think i really did anything much except stiring the chocolate, weighing the flour, chopping walnuts, and hell. I almost chopped my finger off -oo- Spend the most of the time on the cookie cutter. The heart and gingerbread man turned out damn cute. Cy calls it gay.
Mudslide turned out abit burnt. The batter taste better than the cookie. But then again i didnt know it contains walnut.
oatmeal is good (Y)
Then went around laughing at bengs and lians. I have the tendency to like fat guys. lol wtf. Watch final destination. Boring!
Went out with fat on wednesday
Went out with fat on thurday.
For the 3 days we went to orchard. BORING!
I had some quiet time on friday alone at home. Then again weekdays are ok. Its just about the weekends.
Saturday. Went to IMM to support soph but i was late so in the end we couldnt make it. K session till late.
Nothing very exciting in my life for now. Then again what am i asking for.
Seriously. I need to get a job. Or think of some money making ideas. Joint venture with flakk or something or probably just wait for money to drop down from the sky. Cass and soph were talking about the bangkok trip. Dont know why but i wasn't really excited about it. I'm more concerned about my savings and my dad's 10% interest every year. Then i think about $10,000 is $1,000 a year, $100,000 is $10,000 a year. OH MY~! ok gotta curb my spending habits and save some money now.
*blogger's not allowing my to upload photos and i refuse to use photobucket cause i like the way you click on the image and it goes HUGE, and not to http://photobucket.com/whatever_link_it_is. Oh well.
* uploaded.
Written @ 1:49 PM
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Its 3:17am and i'm at the airport studying a whole stack of shit crap marketing. I want to go home and sleep so bad, but i swear i'm damn scared of home right now. I need like a friend's house to sleep at or a friend to come over and sleep at my house cause i'm so not going to sleep alone for this freaking month.
I'm not exactly scared or terrified about the 7th month. But this month isn't easy for me lor. Got to pin up my frindge, pray to god daily and not stay alone for even a second. I've got frightened by the auto-flush toilet bowl, everything seems freaky. I dont close the door, i don't dare to go close to my window, i don't dare to enter my room alone. I keep imagining about it. OMG
I got a C for marketing and i'm not studying for the test. Wait i just finish studying 3 out of 13 chapters. wow. I'm so screwed i swear.
SSM's over, Cut bangs, cut my hair shorterrrr, watched UP, ask mom buy coach sneakers, mom went aussie with friend, refuse to bring me along cause of exams (think again i never did study for the past few days), went out with sister, watched orphan, mom couldnt find sneakers bought vodka instead, something happened, i'm afraid to be alone, one cared, one did'nt, dad and me argueing to see who's lazier (i won, like duh), mom comes back from aussie. I want exams to be over NOW. Hate studying. Hate C's. Hate school. I want an A.
Its 3:23. Thats fast.
Written @ 1:41 PM
